When I ask "Why Am I?" I mean a couple of things...

Why am I Here?

Why do I Exist?

And...Why am I here in this Strange Place?

And, yes, I've had a series of, uh, Miracles? Divine Intervention? Serendipitous Interventions? In my life, starting from my Birth (most probably)...

One day I was wondering about this...so at lunch time I sat down with a piece of paper (before I starting carrying a clipboard everywhere every time) and made a list of these, uh, Saving Events...From certain death to certain very serious injury...

And I wrote down 8 incidents "right off the bat"...

Then added a few more...

Time for lunch to be over! So I had 14 incidents...and went back to work...

And wrote down a couple more that afternoon...

Then the next day at lunch I added to the list...

21 items and Incidents...

Here's a few:

  • Escaping from my childhood kidnapping...
  • The Runaway Appaloosa Bareback...
  • The Library of Death Murder...
  • The School Bus Almost Runover...
  • And some more...

I will have to dig up that list...

I have a large number of boxes with unfiled papers...What? Papers don't file themselves in this Universe?...and a very huge number of computer files...So this will have to be TBD item...

So I have a lot to talk about in this Topic...

And also my wonderings about why I'm Here...

And why this place seems so...Weird to me...

I have memories and ideas in my head that do not match here...Light purple skies with green tinged clouds (is there a physics that would explain this?) and a lot more...

It's pretty obvious to me that I don't belong here...

So...Why Am I...Here?

Well two things:

  1. During a group meditation session amongst the redwoods in California on a retreat for my Masters degree what came to me is..."I'm the Bringer"...I have all these new and revolutionary Teachings and I3T3SWAM to bring to you...and...Yes I do!
  2. After thinking about all this over the years I was left with a Big Question and Mystery - Why am I so important to be worth saving all these many times? I don't really want to be here...So why all the bother? And as I deep in developing some things that would become my Codex...It became obvious to me - Because I'm developing some things that would become my Codex. The Codex was important - Not me! And give what I had produced to that point in time (2012), yes, that must be the reason.

So as I complete my Codex...on another website because it's that HUGE...and this website is going to get really, really big...Please go thru all of the Codex (once it's complete) and ask yourself two questions:

  1. Does this Codex represent a large amount of new and revolutionary teachings and I3T3SWAM?
  2. Is this Codex important? How important?

And I think maybe you'll see that same as I was thinking in 2012...

Ok, so another series of blog posts needed and TBD for here...